Happy New years Eve Folks

This is an old standard for every New Years.




So 3 years later I've yet to publish my novel.

Yea, I'm still sick of waiting around and doing nothing.

and yea I haven't done a whole much of anything to get my manuscript noticed, a little but not much.

But this year I think, contrary to everything I've said in my Path to Publication series about POD publishing... I'm going to publish my novel myself.

Keep an eye out my Novel 'Gone' is coming soon!


Stay Strong,

-SamProof

Whatever

Hey Folks,

So the year is almost up.

Dinosaur jr. : whatever's cool with me : I've been away...

I've been in a really weird place lately. Crazy sleeping patterns have me grumpy and feeling old, and so this isn't going to be the normal chipper, wacky, goofy, funny me you'd expect.

And who knows maybe I'll be serious from here on out. probably not. This will probably blow over

I've never regretted things much, but lately I find myself doing just that. Pondering on my life and wondering, if I shouldn't have stayed in PA. Wondering if I should have tried harder with this ec girlfriend or that one, wondering if maybe I'm being silly committing to an oath I made myself at 20 to keep my dreadlocks forever.

I don't even know what I look like with out them. Hell i could chop em off and grow them back if it's a mistake... right?

I can't take it back today...

Anyway so that's where my mind is. I feel super ADHD lately, as well. I can barely focus on putting on pants.

Pegboy : dangermare : Last song I ever write, Last song I sing tonight, I'm sick of caring...

Don't take this as some kind of depression post. I'm actually here in great spirits writing this. even though I'm grumpy and frustrated.

The thing is, I think I just need to indulge this mood for a bit. put it out there, to get it out of me.

I've noticed of late that I seem to hold things in more then ever. I'm very reclusive an safe in my protective bubble of habits and routines. I'd make some bold ass statement like once a week I'm challenging myself to do something I wouldn't normally do but you know what? fuck that.

Udora : fade away : I'm crumbling as something I don't wanna be

I'll do what I want, maybe trying new things here and there. But the reason we have a protective bubble is to have a place to feel safe and relax.

Thing is, I don't really ever relax. So what's that say?

Anyway - that's enough rambling for me today

Stay Strong,

-SamProof


Band : Song : lyrics

Looking to the New Year

Hey Folks,

I've been thinking about the new year, as everyone is led to do this time of year. And I'm going to try to make a bigger effort to get back to making youtube videos and some other online ventures.



Stay Strong,

-SamProof

Ninja Sex Party

Hey Folks,

So this is pretty much amazing. Please laugh your balls off.



Stay Strong,

-SamProof

Merry Holidays!

Stay Strong,

-SamProof

Shoop Da Christmas!

Merry Christmas Folks




Stay Strong,

-SamProof!

Snowman

This is one of my favs from last year



Stay Strong,

-SamProof

Xmas Video : Baking Cookies

The Xmas Video Xtravaganza of 2009 has begun!
more videos to come



Stay Strong,

-SamProof

The Most Important Video I've Ever Made.

Hey Guys,

Today is Project 4 Awesome on youtube. It's a day where 1000's of people upload videos about charities.

Well I joined the crowd, but instead of a charity my video is about one man.
Some of you here know him. He is an artist, Luis Sanchez. And his work is amazing.



Luis is looking for a kidney donor, he's been on dialysis almost 3 whole years now. Which is too long.

Help Luis Find an O+ Donor

Here's what you can do to help

• Post this video on facebook, myspace, your blog, twitter, digg, stumbleupon, etc
• leave comments on the video at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlqV3CjpdRw (the more comments it gets, the higher it gets in the youtube ratings, the more people that see it.) - have a conversation with each other on the video. leave as many comments as you can
• Rate & Favorite the video
• Send emails to websites about Art, Artists and CKD (Chronic Kidney Disease) with links to the video
• send emails to editor@youtube.com asking them to feature the video.

Thank you and I know Luis Thanks you as well

Stay Strong,

-SamProof

Dec 15 Cat Herder Day

This is a pretty epic one my friends.

I don't know why this day isn't International, let alone national. but the fact is today is Cat Herder Day. Long live the Cat Herders. Somewhere out there Cat Man are making the rounds rustling up some Cat-el, bringing in their flock.

It takes a lint brush and a little brand.





Stay Strong,

-SamProof

Dec 13 Ice Cream and Violins Day!

No one seems to know why this holiday exists, not event the big wigs.

But instead of questioning "Why, why, who spends the time and energy making this official." (and then most likely drinking yourself off in to a whiskey induced comma, just embrace it. Then drink the whiskey anyway, cause shit man, whiskey is God's gift.


As far as weird and wacky December Holidays go, I think this one is epic! I mean seriously who eats ice cream in the winter, let alone while holding their stratavarious? But more importantly, maybe we should be asking ourselves, why don't we do that?!

Here's to December 13th, Ice Cream and Violins Day!

Cheers.

*downs whiskey*

Stay Strong,

-SamProof

special thanks to @MustBeBenHughes for the violin body.