So after 25 days of writing 2000+ words a day, sometimes much more, writing a simple blog is like lifting a small rock after a full day of intense working out.
Pegboy : Sinner Inside : And over and over and over again. I think with my heart and not with my head
You know it should be easy, and you know in a few days it'll be a simple task. But right now it's like... "Oh fuck, don't look like an idiot doing this."
I've been busy.
Yet at the same time I don't feel I've got much to show for it. Well I've got this.
I never feel as though I've done anything. The minute something is done, it's gone.
The Ramones : My Brain is hanging Upside Down : You've got to pick up the pieces... pull yourself back together.
Anyway now that Nanowrimo is out of the way I can get back to a few things, like Youtube videos, Battle of the Youtube Nonstars and looking for a job that pays money.
I've been on unemployment almost a year and I'm pretty sure it's about to be over.
It was a fun ride while it lasted, but I need to make something happen before I dip in to my savings.
My mind is running a mile a minute with new projects, and that's where I get fucked. I always try and take them all on at once. So now I'm going to attempt to slow myself down and make a list and do them to the best of my abilities one by one... or at the very most three at a time.
I've got Video Fight Club down to a nice little system with perma Host Jani Wang.
And the Thursday show, Failpire, is pretty much autopilot as well now.
Brodie Foster Hubbard : Involuntary : I didn't know that I could hurt you so.
Oh and I've got sponsors for contests, that's pretty big. Though apparently giving things away is a lot harder then I thought. It's almost like pulling teeth each week to get people to participate, or if they do they don't really care about the prize.
So I'm a little unsure what to do with the remaining 20 OMG Pop star accounts I have to give away... oh well. Guess my audience doesn't play games?!
Samiam : Someones Got to Lose : Am I lying if I wonder will I walk I wonder should I even bother...
Among the projects I've got going on, I want to revamp my website http://samproof.tv and turn it into more of a Production Company site. One day if I ever get the rights to SamProof.com back, I'll make that my personal site.
Well I suppose that's all the updates for now.
I can feel it coming ....
So take us out of here boys...
Pegboy : DangerMare : Last song I'll ever write... you'd think we laugh about it now.