So after 25 days of writing 2000+ words a day, sometimes much more, writing a simple blog is like lifting a small rock after a full day of intense working out.
Pegboy : Sinner Inside : And over and over and over again. I think with my heart and not with my head
You know it should be easy, and you know in a few days it'll be a simple task. But right now it's like... "Oh fuck, don't look like an idiot doing this."
I've been busy.
Yet at the same time I don't feel I've got much to show for it. Well I've got this.
Yay me I've got dot gifs! Score.I never feel as though I've done anything. The minute something is done, it's gone.
The Ramones : My Brain is hanging Upside Down : You've got to pick up the pieces... pull yourself back together.
Anyway now that Nanowrimo is out of the way I can get back to a few things, like Youtube videos, Battle of the Youtube Nonstars and looking for a job that pays money.
I've been on unemployment almost a year and I'm pretty sure it's about to be over.
It was a fun ride while it lasted, but I need to make something happen before I dip in to my savings.
My mind is running a mile a minute with new projects, and that's where I get fucked. I always try and take them all on at once. So now I'm going to attempt to slow myself down and make a list and do them to the best of my abilities one by one... or at the very most three at a time.
I've got Video Fight Club down to a nice little system with perma Host Jani Wang.
And the Thursday show, Failpire, is pretty much autopilot as well now.
Brodie Foster Hubbard : Involuntary : I didn't know that I could hurt you so.
Oh and I've got sponsors for contests, that's pretty big. Though apparently giving things away is a lot harder then I thought. It's almost like pulling teeth each week to get people to participate, or if they do they don't really care about the prize.
So I'm a little unsure what to do with the remaining 20 OMG Pop star accounts I have to give away... oh well. Guess my audience doesn't play games?!
Samiam : Someones Got to Lose : Am I lying if I wonder will I walk I wonder should I even bother...
Among the projects I've got going on, I want to revamp my website http://samproof.tv and turn it into more of a Production Company site. One day if I ever get the rights to SamProof.com back, I'll make that my personal site.
Well I suppose that's all the updates for now.
I can feel it coming ....
So take us out of here boys...
Pegboy : DangerMare : Last song I'll ever write... you'd think we laugh about it now.
Stay Strong,
-SamProof
